I had this dream that God was bringing to my memory.
I was standing in front of a wall. There was an opening in the wall like a peep whole showing what was behind the wall. It was small but as I looked through, I could see a wondrous library. I have never seen anything like it…. Bookshelves went up taller than I could see and deeper than I could see. So much but I was only seeing through a peep whole. It was a library in heaven containing the great mysteries of God.
As I backed away, looking to find an opening to get in, I noticed the wall was thick and looked like it would take forever to breakthrough. While stepped back further to asses, I saw a flicker. I suddenly had the thought in my head that "the wall was a mirage". After much wrestling, I decided to trust the thought and stepped forward boldly, with bravery or just blind faith in God. I walked as if the wall was not there! It worked! The mirage disappeared and I walked into the Library in heaven!!
I think about how many people have mirages in their lives that seem so real and solid. Things they believe are true but are really a wall between them and what God. It is time to step boldly and embrace the mysteries of God. He wants to show us His depths.
I could have just accepted that this was not for me to see or experience and left things as they were and be satisfied with seeing a little but it is Gods desire to show us more! Will we step in?! Encounter does cost us something. Being a Friend of Jesus means knowing His heart, knowing Him…all of him even the pieces that make us uncomfortable but it is built in every one of us in our heats to know Him like this!